Heartache on Syawal.

So.. i'll just try and let go and wait, and maybe in that time I will start to move on.. but that's gotta happen on its own.. i mean, as much as I'd like to.. i cant just make my heart stop feeling things that it wants to feel...

is it true that giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go?

why don't i feel strong right now? 

well, the tears are starting to slow down now.. but the pain, however, remains constant. How do I say goodbye to what we had, the good times that made us laugh outweigh the bad, I thought we'd get to see forever, but forevers gone away.

I know that there's a lot more fish in the sea, I'm just sick of fishing. so much for my happy ending.

not to forget, Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir & Batin to All, forgive all my wrong doings. hope all of you had and still have a great time in this blissful month.